expectation

Expectation is a bitch, isn't it?

I've always thought you would come through in the end, but time and time again, you didn't. I guess it's my stupidity, huh, to still be clinging on a vague hope that maybe, just maybe, this time it will be any different.

In the aftermath, you will somehow step in and do some kind of redemption act, then that's it, right? You redeem, then I shall obliterate all my outrage. You get the satisfaction that you already right the wrong, and I'm left with renewed faith in you.

Thus, the cycle restart, expectation -> disappointment -> redemption -> renewed faith. It's a vicious cycle, really.

I'm too damn tired of giving you the satisfaction of having righting the wrong, because in doing so, I'm deliberately giving you a chance to do the wrong thing in order to make it right. Sorry, but no more of that bullshit, not gonna give you a chance to make everything okay or make the unicorn puke rainbow.

You fucking ruined valentine's day for me for goodness sake. I freaking love valentine, okay, as cheesy as that might sound. Yes, it's a commercialized holiday, but even my stone-cold rigid heart gets warm and fuzzy on the concept of a one day especially dedicated for your loved ones. It's the one day that I can somewhat show my affection without being my usual too-cool-for-school self. Yes, showing feeling is a great challenge of mine, so I do cherish valentine's day and birthday of the people that I love. It's my chance to really show them that I care and that, as a matter of fact, I do have emotion.

Sprayed Heart Bokeh - Valentine's Day Nail Art Tutorial

So. I just had the worst valentine's day of my life. Weeping aimlessly, on a valentine's day, no less. Ikr. Lovely, isn't it? No coming back from that I guess =X

Anyway, gonna stop being a debby downer now, so let's move on to a nicer topic. I just want to quickly post a Valentine's day nail art I uploaded yesterday :) My first video this year!


The hearts are incredibly simple and easy to do, so I hope you guys liked it :D

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PRODUCT USED
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[The Face Shop] Lovely Me'ex Nails in: PK101, PK102, and PK103
[Oriflame] Pure Color Nail Polish in Intense Pink

Alright, wishing you guys the best valentine's day with your loved ones!

Take care,

xoxo

DIY Pearl & Chain Bracelet | Easy Arm Candy

It's been more than a year since I intended to do a DIY arm candy, but you know me and my procrastination habit =X This video however always got pushed back by another video I wanted to film. I know that the whole arm candies craze has died down quite a bit, which is sad because I love love seeing arm candies ideas, so I hope this video can kinda rekindle your love for arm candies xoxo

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MATERIALS
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- String of Pearls (I got it from Petra in Jogja, you can find it in most craft store, or try eBay!)
- Gold Chain (from Jolie in Jogja, most craft store like Michael's, Joann Fabric also probably have it.)
- Pliers (from Petra too. You can find it in most craft store, or store like Target)
- Elastic String (from Jolie, you can find it in both craft store and fabric store)
- Multi-purpose glue (from 96, any school supply store have it)
- Jumprings & Clasps (from Jolie, any craft store will have them, or craft section in Walmart, Target, etc)

Quick Tip! Mess-free Nail Art - DIY Liquid Palisade

Another simple little video. Nevertheless, hope this video can be helpful to some of you lovelies :D

Disclaimer here, I did not invent this method. It's been around in the nail art community for a while and as it is a nifty little trick, I thought I'll share it with you guys! After all, sharing is caring, right? :)

LINKS:
Ombre Nails Tutorial

Gradient Nail Art

take care,

xoxo

Modern Minimalist French Manicure - "Lines Art" Nails

This was the nail art that I wore for the Luxola's event a while back to suit the "classic black and white" theme :) You can read the full event HERE!


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PRODUCT USED
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[The Face Shop] Lovely Me'ex Nails in BK902
[The Face Shop] Lovely Me'ex Nails in WH002